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Fri Dec 11, 2009, 10:26 PM
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hey,

I got the news this morning that my grandmother in Iraq passed away last night...

Over this past week I've had numerous dreams, every night, and they were all nightmares. None of them were good. And one of them was when my dad died a horrible death I cried so much in my dream. I couldn't wake myself up because it was too real to be true, in my dream. I believe this meant someone in my family is going to die. I just hope the other dreams won't be as real as this...if only I had the time to sleep for 16 hours!

Everything's all right now, it's just that whenever I think about her or place myself in my mom's position as a little girl my eyes start to fill up and drip some tears, like some water coming out from the crack on the wall. I can't cry like a girl anymore since I've been holding on to tears for more than 3 years, so...yeah...

Move on, move on. Um...

I won't accept anymore commissions after I finish them on the list, won't accept them unless someone notes me and wants it really bad or on demand. That's why I took off the link from the top of my journal entry starting from today. Thanks to those who donated kindly. Also, since it's now not necessary to get that much money anymore, I will have to cut down to the payment for the deposit fee, which I now made enough since I now have two on-call jobs and some commissions to finish up.

Anyhow...

I'm updating my Tiger Punch manga so...yeah...working on page 59 (well was working yesterday)...

Yup...

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Sorry sorry sorry ;;

Mon Nov 23, 2009, 11:50 AM
:iconchopaface: :heart: :iconnaruto-sexy-no-jutsu: :heart: :iconminamii:

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Hello~

Sorry for being "offline" all of a sudden. I now have two jobs (one/two shifts for one job and one/two tutoring sessions). Yes I tutor at my old uni @@;;;

I'm so so so sorry for those who commissioned me. I'm such a bad person for not finishing them on time. ;;;;;;;;;

Also I'll be going to Jordan and London (Dec 20th to January 7th). Sorry for the "late news." ;w;

I want to drawwwwwwwwwwww ;w; !!!!!!!!

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Thank you + LIVESTREAM OFF

Thu Oct 29, 2009, 8:24 PM
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I'm so so sorry for not saying anything about my birthday ;w;

Thank you for wishing me a happy birthday~

And best of all, I created a Livestream account, and I will be on live @ 9pm Mountain Time USA (half an hour from now). Will be coloring nud3!England having an afternoon tea on SAI painter~ Will update this journal in half an hour :)

EDIT Hey the internet is all funky again and I have no clue why. I guess the cold weather's coming and it's going on and off lately haha ;; Sorry for those who were watching and thank you for watching too ;w; <3 ~ [link]

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Clumsy art thief

Mon Oct 26, 2009, 10:48 AM
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We have an art thief on dA.

Her first account was :iconsushi-sakura:. She's been harassing :iconsushisasuke: with "i love you" and "be my friend." In addition to that, she has been uploading images here on dA as if it is Photobucket. She kept on claiming she's only kidding and just want to make friends here while uploading "oh wow" images in her gallery. She might reply to you in Arabic if you try to say something to her.

Her new account is :iconkawaii-saku: and she's not learning from her big, stupid mistakes. Please help out in banning her :(

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Woosh~ Anime Banzai Report + Cirque du Freak movie

Thu Oct 22, 2009, 11:04 AM
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FEMALE ANIME BANZAI CON-GOER: You commissioned me to do an off-site commission of your request in CG and you paid the price at the con. If this is you, please note me with your request! Thank you ;-;

All righttttttt, here's my con report ^_^v

:iconcutemew: didn't have a place to stay so Mary volunteered to do so. ;3; <3 It was a relief <3333333 She said she'd come on Friday morning and I couldn't go with Mary ; 3; ... So...The first day wasn't so bad, except for the line and almost forgotten that the con was during FALL BREAK!? So many people came haha orz||| I was worried that Mary and :iconcutemew: got to the AA room before me OTL OTL but they weren't and finally got a table. Then they came later \o/ Yippie!

ANYWAYS

The first day wasn't so bad after all, a lot of people wanted to commission me than buy my prints. ^^;; I was wondering why...but then I noticed that people here and its lovely neighbors love pr0n so they buy posters of b00b!3z instead haha~ and all I had were...sm3xy bishi guyz orz I really liked the first day because my friend :iconjen-beans: unexpectedly came to the con after 8 years of separation~~~ \;w;/ (weeeeeeeeep) She kept on saying "Oh my gosh...oh my gosh...oh my gosh..." but hey I got to see her again on Saturday and Sunday morning :3 <3 I also saw my childhood friend (Mindy), :icontaymeho:, and others whom I remember from AX and Anime Banzai :3

Mary was her first time selling and no one saw her pics so she only participated on the first day :( :iconcutemew: was my awesome table partner AND CRAZY :B I couldn't stop laughing (and couldn't breathe too xDDDD YOU'RE SUCH A CRAZY WOMAN). Also at the dealer's room I bought an orange-flavoured ramune (first time, I loved it :heart: ), Ribon (Japanese manga magazine!?!?! First time here in Utah!? I love Toshiko~ <3 She noticed me few years ago at AX haha. I'm glad she bought more awesome stuff from Cali ;_; PLEASE BRING MORE <333), and two Hetalia doujinshi drawn by Omega 2-D (one of them is a little smut here and there but it's not showing anything so...I'M GOOD? *thumbs up* LOL). I learned a lot from :iconcutemew: and the way she drew faces (no guidelines) so I practiced that after I come home. (right now I can draw faces with good proportions ; 3; yay~). Oh yeah, our table was a mess...super messy...haha...I had to take off my shoes so they can breathe LOL (it was warm ; 3; and my feed need some air to breathe <3). My feet went "black" lol orz <3

And then on Sunday, it was not dead \o/! And this girl commissioned me four times before the AA doors closed xDDDD I had to rush rush rush ; 3; That day was a little too hectic since I kept on worrying about Mary and her personal situation at home (since Saturday morning...), so I thought I'd take :iconcutemew: to the airport instead. So we were supposed to go to get some bubble tea, but then I was like 8) and then EDIT: Cutemew said "Do we go up to the uni?" (THAT'S WHAT I HEARD C_C) and I said "No." So after we got off the TRAX, I was like D8 WHERE THE HELL ARE WE?? And we walked and walked and walked and she said "I told you 'do we take the TRAX that goes to uni?' B|" ;A;!!!!!!!!!!!! I apologized roflmao orz so we got to the bubble tea place and...it was closed...it's Sunday...FAIL MY LIFE ;_; So we went to the library EDIT: and since my mom works in the 2nd level, I introduced her to me mum ^w^ and then after that we went downstairs so I can get her something, and she said "...tea..." (That's what I heard C_C) and so I bought one for her and then as we got to sit down, she said "I asked for ICE TEA?!?!?!" ;A;!!! I was so embarrassed and I kept on apologizing to her ;_; So we waited for dad and she wanted to go see the Himalayan Kitchen (she kept on saying Malaysian ROFLMAO <3333) and lo and behold...their lamb is from New Zealand (however that spells) ;w; so now my family and I know this restaurant (a block from the library) ♥ As we were heading to the hotel, my friend said, "AND WE WERE WALKING FOR A FREAKIN' MILE AND IT'S ACTUALLY TWO BLOCKS AWAY?? LSDHGSLKDHGSLDK" I HAD TO APOLOGIZE LIKE CRAZY LOL and she kept on teasing me and complaining about it omg ;_; (and wow she eats like 6-10 meals a day or something roflmao <33333). We shaid g00d by3z ; 3; and that was all...

The end of the adventure...

I had a lot of fun...

; 3; I mish you all ready~ <3

There were some things I didn't like Anime Banzai:

- The AA was divided into TWO ROOMS D: (small rooms)
- Our room was warmer than the other room D8
- Pre-Reg line was longer and slower than the at-con reg line D:
- They forgot to put in the list of fast foods/restaurants close by in the guidebook for out-of-state con-goers orz
- There was an artist who was selling Japanese snacks at the AA which is against the con policy...
- An AB staff comes in the AA later in the evening and starts selling her stuff using the table the AA artists purchased (they left before she came). No registration? Nope! No contract? NOPE! She went in for free...
- People need to respect the artists' artworks. I.E., You see someone commenting like crazy to an artist close to you and then he/she comes up to you and says something like "Nice!" or "You're talented :3" orz...
- The woman in the AA who sat next to our table (corner side) on the 2nd and 3rd day (she was also not registered for that, wth??) has been getting people's attention to look at my friend's artwork and lure into our table to purchase her stuff more than anyone in the room...what a load of baloney...
- Someone in the AA was selling Axel that's 85% replica of mine (the shadows were in the same location on the face, the eyes, etc.) and that almost sold out I believe? (There was only one left...)
- They need a bigger space for the dealers' room so that we can have moar stuff :heart: (there was not a single Naruto doujinshi at aaaaaaaalllllllll ;_;!!!?!?!??!?!?But there were so many Code Geass and Hetalia [UK and US] doujinshi <333333333333333)
- The restaurant in the hotel made my friend pay a lot more than the expected price for the pasta (it should have been $10 but they charged her $13 to $18 instead...)
- HYGIENE IN STARBUCKS PLEASE ;_; She touched the cup where I take a sip ;A; I had to wash it...


The best part about Anime Banzai:

- Utahns REALLY love Hetalia (FINALLY!) > Reborn (awww...)
- MARCHING HETALIA GROUP IN THE ARTIST ALLEY XD <3333333
- Being next to my artistic friend after such a long time being alone in AB ; 3; (I can draw wif her~)
- I asked Cutemew to draw my face :B <333333
- The endless singing random songs in the con sung by Cutemew 8D;;;
- I was dead tired <3

Um...yes :3...sorry I'm so tired my eyes are bleeding (=w=/ Will have to finish this commission the girl requested at the con by tomorrow that needs to be colored (but never finished ;_; )

I love you all ♥ Thank you for making AB a crazy con xD <333


OH one more thing, the Cirque du Freak movie coming tomorrow...I saw it last night <3 The movie preview~~

It was AWESOME! And I love Evra...Evraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <333 The ending was toooooo cheesy but it ended in a cliff hanger. Must wait for the sequal *w* I don't like the actor for Darren. His eyes are too big for his small head (Neanderthal?????). But Evra was the best (confessed) How come I fall in lurv3 with 16 year old boyz? ;_; Argh <333333333

...

EvraxDarren (RUNS)

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